2 years...

It's hard to believe that it's been 2 years. 2 years. At times it still hurts like it was yesterday, and others it's just a numb dull ache. Today I'm sad, sad for the babe we lost, sad for Greyson for the brother he doesn't have, sad for Greg, sad for me. It's been long enough now that I know I will survive, that I can be ok. It's still too soon to know exactly how and when the "ok" will actually get here.

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you baby boy. Not a day goes by that I still wish things could be different. Not a day goes by that I don't tell you I love you and that I'm sorry.

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This little face is what keeps me going, this little face never fails to bring a smile, to bring a laugh. I'd be lost with out him...

and this moment that sent us both over the edge in hysterics!! I needed that laugh!!

Holy STATIC Batman!!!