Daddy time...

Tomorrow I leave my boys for 5 days.

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so nervous!! My nerves have nothing to do with the fact I'm going to Miami to a race that is 200 miles to Key West, no my nerves have everything to do with the fact that I'll be with out my boys for 5 days!!! 5 entire nights and days away from my boys!!!!!!!

I can't even. even... even begin to let my mind wrap around the fact. UGH!!!

I know I'll have a blast, I know I have to go, it will be good for me, for them, for all of us but seriously what was I thinking!!

It's not that I don't have full confidence in the fact that Greg will be totally fine taking care of everything, he reminded me last night that he is indeed a rather responsible parent, but, but, but... he doesn't know how Greyson likes his sandwiches made, the right peanut butter to jelly ratio, and how to cut just enough crust off in order to leave enough sandwich and what about notes on his napkins, and the proper way to load his lunchbox, I mean it took me a few weeks to perfect it, and the way he likes his strawberries cut and OH MY GOODNESS, how will they cope with out me!!!!???

and then I realize they'll be fine, I've left detailed notes (and napkins with notes) and Greyson won't starve, and Greg won't starve and they'll manage just fine... but, how will I manage not manging?!?

I'm sure this post makes no logical or even grammatical sense (not that any of that is new...) it's most just my panic ramblings of how do I leave for 5 whole days!!

I'm headed to Miami - and then on to Key West but my heart... my heart is staying in Palm Coast...

I'll be racing my fastest back to these two...