4/52

4/52

A wagon full of friends...

** Greyson was really not feeling this session today. I wanted to go for a vintage feel, but really didn't achieve it (especially his outfit!!) it's also my first time trying to attempt a photoshop sun flare... that didn't really work either, but it's what I got and it's the end of the week, so it will have to do!!

Wild

Um… did someone spike the town water supply with caffeine? Our house has turned into a whirling dervish, roller derby, tackle, run and tear, rip and roar, hoot and hollering good time!! For two days now Greyson has been on a roll, not bad or misbehaving by any means, but just so full of energy, tearing around the house by foot, by tri-cycle, by any means possible. He’s laughing and screeching and telling jokes, he’s making funny faces, falling down on purpose – anything to get a laugh. Somersaults, jumps, hopping on one foot, leap frog, crab walk, spinning in circles!!

My child has gone wild!

and I’m exhausted!

More Dino Love!

There were so many cute pictures from this weeks Dinosaur session, I thought I’d add a few more. It’s absolutely perfect weather here this weekend, mid 70’s and wonderfully sunny with just a slight breeze. Yesterday Greyson and I did an 8 mile walk, and I think we’ll do the same today. He loves to nap in his stroller and the 2 hour walk does me good! Hope everyone is having a great weekend!

(Hello Mr. Dinosaur, Hello.)

(Surrounded!)

(Rawer!!!)

Greyson-ism #862

While eating Stromboli's for lunch, he said, "These 'strong-bellies' are yummy!"


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Weekly Picture 3/52

Someone has become a little dinosaur obsessed lately!

3/52 = Dino Love

1 month…

My heart feels heavy today. I don’t really feel angry or hysterical anymore, although that comes in waves on occasion, I mostly just feel sad. A sadness that is almost heart stopping at times, a month ago I would have never imagined feeling like a I do today, a month ago I couldn’t really imagine making it a month. However, I’m here, it’s been one month today since I lost my sweet baby boy, the child I never got to say hello to, the child I never got to hold, bathe, nurse, play with. I never got the chance to teach him a single thing, never got the chance to sing him a lullaby, I’ll never rock him to sleep or press kisses to his forehead, I’ll never be able to tell him how much I love him.

I’ve missed plenty of people in my life, I’ve lost friends & family, I thought I knew what it was to be sad because of missing, I’ve never known sadness like this. I miss my boy, I miss being pregnant, I miss the future we would have had, the two boys I would have had running around my house, the brothers they would become, all the things we would have done.

My heart is so full from all the love I’m so very fortunate to have around me, yet it hurts so incredibly much from the loss of what I so wanted to have around me.

School Part Two…

The school tour went very well, and barring any unforeseen circumstances, Greyson will be starting Pre-School this coming fall!! The school is adorable, reasonably priced (yay!) and seems very family oriented (parents are required to volunteer a minimum of 20 hours per school year). I think what we most like though is the advanced curriculum. Greyson seemed to like it very much, I think he’ll do great there!

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As you see I changed up my blog background again, the black was too depressing, and when I saw this, I fell in love – it’s very “me” and feels right.